The END is near

[Buhawi]

You live in Laval right? Around Notre-Dame?

oh man, I hope you're okay.

[JLvatron]

Ironwave,
We know this is your decision, nobody can force you to want to live.

But we all feel strongly that taking your life is the wrong decision; whether it be religious, social, family, or just making people feel bad.
Friends need to help friends on what is right. that's what we're doing here.

Back in the summer when you hit rock bottom, you were feeling awful and like there was nothing to live for.
Those feelings were genuine, yet you still felt better some time afterwards.

Your feelings of despair right now may also be genuine, but your summer experience is proof that things can get better. YOU are proof of that.
So Please don't let us down, but also don't let Yourself down.

You owe it to YOU to fight on!

[Buhawi]

I bet you'd be embarrassed when you find out that everyone has problems in life that should drag them down.

Key is you fucking pull that all that weight hard and build huge life leg muscles up until you're able to still happily stride along life. Everyone started the same way man with a huge first fucking step.

[jjwankenobi]

Ironwave, I see you're logged in. Are you still with us?

[RocketGTR]

Hey man, only thing I can do is reiterate what others have said and that once it's over it's over. There are going to be ups and downs. But just have to remember the down times will help you appreciate and treasure the up times all the more! It may not feel like you're just spinning your wheels right now but everything can change in an instant. But that instant can never happen if you're not here.

[Buhawi]

If you think life in Canada is depressing, try living in a third world country. Thinking like this is not the way. Normally, you move up and be thankful to those who got you here.

Everyone takes it a day at a time. I see you've taken a few steps. Continue and see how far you can go. that's the beauty part of life dude.

[jjwankenobi]

He's logged off now.

WTF?

Seriously, does know Ironwave personally and can you get in touch with him?

Ironwave if you are reading this call me at my office (604) 231 2332 or my cell (604) 499 2201 if you need to talk to someone.

[Ironwave]

I am still alive...sigh

[jjwankenobi]

Good news.

Now I challenge you to prove my prediction wrong: That your cycle of depression wiill happen all over again.

Busy yourself, whether through job hunting, volunteering, exercising, a hobby, etc. so those quiet moments of contemplation become chances to reflect rather than holes to wallow in.

YOU are in charge of your destiny. I dare you to never go back to last night again.

[Ironwave]

Well I am not up for the challenge then. I don't dare. Guys please I am begging you, let me leave, let me end my life, let me commit suicide, I just don't want to live anymore.